One day I will go through with it and they will all swear that I was fine; that I was coping well. They will say they do not understand what could have gone wrong, that I had it all together and that they knew every thing about me. It was 'obviously' something new that bothered me.
But when I tried to speak to them they never listened; replying or rather interjecting before I had finished speaking. Going on and on about what troubled them without thinking to consider whether I had any problems of my own.
I think they will blame me for being closed off. They will blame me for distancing myself but why should I stick around to listen to people drone on and on about themselves after interrupting me while I was trying to speak.
Why should I stick around?
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